tell me why. after all these years, i would still think of u and miss u just as much. just when i thought i was over u, something about u brings back memories. a sniff of ur deodorant reminds me of how fresh u always smelt. photos and songs just makes me miss u more. badminton tournaments reminded me how well u did during badminton seasons. how i would run to tampines stadium everyday after school to watch u train. even when i am not having training. the tingling feeling i had when u played with benjamin in the court next to mine. being top singles player and former SBA member, i loved watching u play.
tell me when i can stop this silliness. maybe this is why i stop making things for people. because making things for them remind me how i always shower handmade things for u. there's still this raw spot where it hurts just as much.
i'm just a little not over u. but i'm still fighting.
tell me why.
