Thursday, December 18, 2008
I SHALL GO WHERE EVER HE LEADS ME TO.
teehee.now Qoo Qoo has a new friend.i gave this blue guy to jessalynne for her advance christmas present.and she named him "bluey".anyway, went for stage arts alumni night tonight.guess everyone had fun.i am happy to see the club still together. (:that's a good sign. (:i miss my stagearts friends though.the fun times we had.-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
hais, i've no motivation or drive to dance lately.have been skipping outside lessons, here and there.feeling worthless.i feel so tired and boneless.way home by train was so mundane.after jess alighted, i took out my novel, only to keep it shortly after.put on my earpiece, blast some music and stare out into the night sky.this is definitely one of those days.excuse me, but i've got to go puke.i dont know why this has been happening a lot lately.can't store food for long.nick said i look thinner, maybe this is why.what's more, there's my mum's constant nagging about slim girls, yada yada.this is why many girls out there are barfing out their dinners as we speak.or why girls are taking slimming pills, only to introduce toxic into their body unknowingly.or why girls go on starvation marathons with only the consumption of water as their primary source of life.i don't have that mindset, don't get me wrong.but i really hope her nagging will stop cuz if this goes on, sooner or later, i might find myself in that "i must be stick-thin!" pool.maybe i should sleep off this foul mood of mine.sorry dears, if this entry has dampened ur day.
*I JUST WANT TO HAVE A DSLR TO GO SNAPPING PHOTOS LIKE NO ONE'S BUSINESS!!!!!!
NEXT UP, FUJI INSTANT MINI, U'RE MINE!!!!! muahahaha
