Tuesday, September 23, 2008
... when u keep lagging behind others no matter how hard u try.i'm sick of struggling all the time with choreos.oh, how i wish i have the photographic fast processing memory.geez, i think my old 90s computer is faster than my brain.went to zeee's class today.finally had time to.well, my second one actually and i enjoyed it.its only when i was on my way home, with many thoughts in my mind,i started to "beat" myself up inside.its really frustrating when i can't even remember where to start the choreo.come on germaine.get it together.and when i tried to visualise the steps in my head,*poof!*my mind just had to freeze.just like when zeee asked us to show her the choreo one by one after the class.my mind just had to freeze up.sheesh, germaine.okay, i better start working harder.a lot harder.i'm tired of being the last in the race, smelling everyone's buttocks.STRESS.
and today's retake paper wasn't any reason to be happy about.
i'm prepared to repeat my adult nursing.
its 10 times harder than the exam paper.
no i am not exaggerating.
okay. maybe i am.
5times harder.
BUT STILL!
ciaos.
