Wednesday, September 24, 2008
last night i dreamt that i was blind.i cried and cried.i can't imagine a day when i get blind.like, when i am rubbing my eye, what if i rub too hard and messed a optical nerve and end up blind?then i can't get to see the people i love.every time their eyes light up when they laugh.or the silly things they would always do which makes my day.i can't even see their dear wrinkles when they frown.i can't see their facial features and i had to feel their faces.i can't see the the vibrant colours that fills the world anymore.like when rainbows shyly peek out at us after a rain fall.i can't see my favourite purple/green/orange colours.or even the simplicity of the colour white.i can't see all the shapes and sizes around.of every breathing things and objects.i can't see how people dance.i can't see my beloved art pieces.i can't draw, paint or even sew.i can't see how beautiful mother nature is.cuz all i saw was just a pitch black room.up, down; left, right; front back.just groping around, trying to trust my sensory nerves to tell me what is going on.this, was how i felt in my dream last night.no, it wasn't a dream.it was more of a nightmare which i hope will not come true.
i don't want to feel that misery anymore.
