i dont know. i know i shouldn't feel this way becausei know that u have ur reason like u have too many things in ur bowl and u can't juggle them well with ur studies now. but still, there's that something inside of me that triggered the tears.
u were always the one being there tell me "jia you germaine! don't give up! lets work hard okay! do ur best!". u even did a mini timetable of when and how many times we have to practice our splits and do crunches everyday.
u would also send me dance videos to motive me further, keep telling me to strive on.
but it came as a very big shock when u told me "i am thinking of quitting."
first thing that came to my mind was, "why? why now? why so sudden? why now when the club is in this state?"
if come to think it through, the only people left in my batch after seniors graduate will be only 3. yeah. JUST 3. i don't think 3 is a good number to lead the club - the club which u started ur first step of dance in.
so why now? i don't know how i should feel. i know i should be understanding and all but, i don't know..
the tears just came. it was like the last straw after all these times.
then u just walked off like it didn't mean anything at all.
lucky there was Eunice who was there for me.
anyway, on the brighter note, i finally know how to use my seagull alike camera. went to Penisula to send my fisheye films for developing and ask the uncle about my seagull. he helped me load it up so tmr sammy and i will be bringing our lomos to school for some serious photo taking sessions. (:
