Wednesday, January 09, 2008
its really sad, u know. how things can change within half a year. i had always thought that i will always be happy in that place, that club. but now, i'll think twice when i'm asked if i'm happy with where i am in. the family kinda feeling between all of us just starts fading away more and more each day.i can still remember the days when we were all so close and we would go out together before and after club practices. either to have lunch or to go hang out. we would greet each other with smiles and hugs when we see each other in school and bid a pleasant farewell when we go home.i would like back the days when we..can go crazy and do stupid thingslaugh at ridiculous things
have lunch together
greet each other like how we used to when we go for practices
have many things in commonmeet up more oftenso much to talk aboutgo to block E and slack when we have no classes to go todance in block Emy HERO II sessions with nicholas and zelia.and i had always thought that there was this one person whom i considered as my very close friend in that club. we had many things in common and we planned to get the stuffs that we want some days. i was kinda surprised when she told me about some of her problems which she did not tell anyone else but me. but i dont know why after that day, she just didnt talk to me any more. everything started to change ever since then. i guess she has her own cliques now so.. yeah. end of story.thank you yan darling for listening to me. i felt better after that.
