Wednesday, December 12, 2007
i feel so angry with myself.WHY?! of all times to get sick, WHY NOW?!damn it. i feel like i'm pulling everyone in the dance items down.esp for Jess's and Hui fang's choero.sorry girls. i'll work harder.went home early after practice with a very high fever, hungry stomach, giddy vision, running nose and a unstable balance after today's rehearsal.Alumni Night is coming and i'm kinda scared for it.i want to work hard on Jess and Hui Fang's choero cuz i know i will not be chosen to perform very often. so this might be the last time i'm doing one. most likely after a few months, hopefully i'm put up on stage with the regulars.
i really hope i will be well enough on friday. if i'm lucky, i'm much better tmr.