Saturday, November 03, 2007
first of all, i feel like screaming, FUCK IT!!!!!i know i seldom use this word but this time i really feel this way. so many people are quitting Danz Inc. like regina, she is out already. so many people considering too. what has happened?!and u know what is worse? I, MYSELF is considering it. that's why i feel so fucked up now. how can i when Peter put so much hope in the juniors? well, not really in me but still, some of the really potential ones are leaving.
and no, wait. this is worst. the seniors had shared so much with us. quitting will be disappointing them. mainly because they have worked so hard to bring up Danz Inc's name. they deserved all the master classes which us juniors went for too. and after they graduate and be alumni, they would want to see Danz Inc's name continue shining. so i think its really unfair if we just quit after what they have done. it would kinda be like history repeating itself.
but i really really really don't know if i should quit. maybe take a break? i don't know. i don't want to make a decision now and later look back and regret of what i did. i haven't had time to study, for my friends and even SLEEP! i don't know i don't know. GAHHH.
