lately, i found myself thinking. do i have a life?
its all about dance, drama, studies. not that i'm complaining. but still, i find that i am going out lesser and lesser each day. i didn't even get to meet my beloved clan gang often but i'm still happy we still keep in contact and stuffs. i only see them when they come to my house for a while. other than school, studio, dome, home, i didn't go to other places. only yesterday i went out with some of my dance mates to Toa Payoh to shop for Red trackpants. had fun. like, REALLY had fun(:(:(: THANKS YOU GUYS!
being a class chairman sucks at time. i have to do so much for my class, organise this and that and yet they are not fully happy. i don't feel appreciated. i seriously don't mind doing things for them but them not being fully happy is really...UGH.
like for example. recently, i had to rearrange the subgroups cuz 3 girls in my class weren't happy with their group. so i thought of just rearranging them with someone else so that i will not touch the other groups. but that minority insisted on doing draw lots and rearrange the whole class. so i thought, "okay then. as long as they are happy." but deep down, i wasn't happy at all cuz i really love my subgroup mates and don't wish to part with them.
later, many of my classmates came complaining to me that they don't want to rearrange the groups at all. so in order to make them happy, i had to change all to their old groupings and just rearrange the unhappy ones. [which i intended to do in the first place and it makes so much more sense, please] so okay. after going through all the headache, i finally group them to their liking.
guess what? one of my tutors was unhappy with the grouping cuz 2 ITE students are in the same group. so i had to change again. BIG HEADACHE OKAY! change so many times. but luckily, no one argued with the final and confirmed grouping. so TADA! finally done.
darling Rabiah saw me literally pulling my hair out cuz of the class disagreement, came to console me and said that if i like, she can take over the chairman role next year. CAN'T WAIT. but really thanks to her, i felt better. (:(:(:(:
so yeah, anyway, yesterday was really fun. we went to the food court for lunch and dessert. feraldine the princess was late, as always. teehee. she finally came and we hogged her gameboy thingy [don't know how to spell!] and we played things like mario cart, dinner dash and harvest farm. me and nic chua even tried the barbie game but stopped halfway cuz its really really not fun at all. we went to song by song to find red trackies but can't find any which we like. me and yan yan bought the nike trackies which nicholas, amin, le xiang and zee had. but yan yan got it a few days ago, if i'm not wrong.
jess, hui fang and i bought a top from there too. (: then we went to orchard cuz wen kai wanted to buy things from Urban Male. seriously, wen kai had been a very good company to us cuz unlike MOST guys, he will not complain when we took a long time chosing stuffs. haha. and yeah, he takes a long time too. he followed us into THEfaceSHOP and went OOH..AHH.. over nail polish with us girls. haha. good good. very seldom, guys will do that. (:
i went off with Jess and Hui Fang. reach home and got threatened by my dad to cancel my hong kong trip cuz i reached home late. he has been like that lately. sighhs.
oh well. photos will be up tmr!!!
byeee! (:
*oh yeah, there was this guy. i think yan yan and a few others know about him. we used to talk a lot but now very little due to promos. but yesterday he IM me in MSN. felt happy but somehow he brought back a lot of unwanted memories. sigh, but i guess its not his fault.* *before i slept, i took out me and my ex's photo album. felt rather sad that i only had a few photos to cover only 2 pages of that album.*
