dance camp is over. i'll tell u guys more in the next entry.
that aside, for the whole of today, i kept having flashbacks of my life. and it wasn't really pleasant. i told a friend of mine. the only reason i told her is because she has gone through it.
she has always been the kinda girl i thought of as "Miss Perfect". no problems with any aspects of life. but little did i know, she went through a great deal. so that was the start of our "problems exchange programme". heh.
never in my life have i reveal 100 percent of my inner thoughts and feelings. i felt so stripped naked to her now that she knows. i always didn't tell anyone cuz i'm ashamed of what went through my mind at times. i hate this immaturity at times so much. but she didn't laugh at me or make me look bad but she understood.
thank you, my friend. (:
anyway, the whole point of this entry was just to let loose of what i've been thinking today. yup. that's all.
LOVES.
*sometimes, i feel really lonely. like i'm the only one- in my own world.* *sometimes, i feel that there isn't anyone who can be there. REALLY there* *sometimes, i feel that there isn't anyone who is willing to hear me out.*
