Thursday, September 13, 2007
....and it has sad smileys all over it.
i feel like crap. why does it have to be this way when i finally found another guy who can capture my heart after so long. after i actually gave up on the guy species. why does he have to captivate me with his certain charisma and all. why did he even step into the same room as me and i was so drawn to him. somehow or rather, i don't want to eyecandied him at the very start. why must he be such a nice guy? with smarts, good heart and all. now the feeling has gotten deeper as we get closer as friends. now he is with someone else. i'm happy for them, yes i truely am. but boo hoo to me. *crycrycrys*people said clichés to me. "there are so many fishes out there! dont give up!", "dont give up the whole forest for a tree. u'll find ur special tree which belongs to u one day."but its easier to be said than done. and as for the other guy J*. i don't think the answer is yes. we are best friends and that's it. i don't want to complicate things any further. sorry.
