Saturday, August 18, 2007
.......cuz you have to worry about perverts/rapists/molesters, just like the other day when I was coming home late in the evening and there was this Indian guy behind me at the junction. When I quickened my pace, so did he. omgomg there was this churning feeling in my gut (you know, when something bad is going to happen) then he started running and I wanted to freak but then he dashed across the road and I realised he just wanted to cross it quickly cuz the green man was blinking. uh, okay that wasn't my point actually. point is, being a girl sucks sometimes cuz when we get pregnant, we have to go through hours of labour but its ok cuz there's caesarean now but there's still the 9-month pregnancy thing. ok, that's fine cuz I haven't gone through that yet, lets wait another 1000 years. My REAL point of this post is actually that being a girl sucks sometimes cuz you get your period every damn month and it hurts :( at least for me, that is. Fortunately my mood hasn't been "swinging" (if you get my point) and I've been pretty happy cuz I've had my fair share of outings with friends. This is the odd thing. My mom called me "wild", which I think is very funny actually. In comparison to other girls and the things they do, I do think that I am a relatively boring person with not much excitement in my life. I was actually quite cheesed off cuz all I ask is for me to spend time out with my friends and yet my mom says that about me. She just likes seeing me rotting at home with nothing to do. like wtheck, really. ha.ha.ha. Shit, this is the "teenage crisis" thing again. I think I will have the take back what I said about me not having mood swings. It is getting quite bad.I am on a mission. whoo. I cleared my table [like, finally] and I still have my room to go. I dread cleaning. makes me all hot, sweaty, dusty and dirty. At least my mom said she wouldn't complain about me going out often IF I clean up all my messes. [BWAHAHAHAHA I'M GONNA GO OUT EVERYDAY AND SPEND $$$ SHOPPING! (:but all these has to wait till after exam. which is like what? 6 more days? gahhh, why do time crawl so slowly when i want to it to fly?
bibi came over to my house today to study and we didn't accomplish much with all the talking and playing with my dog. gah bull, and i kept playing my game! definitely need more self disciple. after that rui zhi came to pick her up from my house. he just came out of army, u see.
I have been studying for the past few nights. Productive? Not. I dunnooooooooooooooooo. Very stress ah.Q: What do you call a prawn with no legs?A: Lame sia (xia = prawn in chinese)(WHAT?) not funny meh? hahahahahahahahaha.ok, enough chit chat.NEED. MORE. SELF. DISCIPLINE. BUHBYEEE! (:
