anyway, looking on the brighter side of life, Yan Yan asked me if i can act for her friend, James. he is from Media studies so he needs an actoress for his ICA project. i didn't know what gave me that courage and strength to accept that offer but yeah, i did. so on monday, i'm supposed to dress up nicely and meet his group mates and him for the film thingy. seems kinda interesting, don't cha think so too? (:
today some of our lecturers and teachers told us something which forced to me to face the reality after all these days i've been in NYP. nursing is a very important course as we are dealing with patients lifes everyday and any screw up we make can actually cost that unfortuante soul his/her life. i was shook by this wake up call and have that motivation to study harder now.
oh God, give me strength. haha.
today is racial harmony day. i remembered this was the time last year *we were special to each other. i was always jumping around like a clown cuz i was wayyy over my head happy. oh those memories. (; it has almost been a year since i last saw u, wy. who can ever give me the same kinda happiness u once gave me? then again, i feel better off to be out of ur life. AHH! i know i know. whatthepong am i talking about now? i'm like contradicting myself senselessly. DAMN. i've promised myself not to get all teary at the thought of u, SO THERE! no more, enough.
anyway, Bibi, Sam, Jia Qian, Rabiah, Khalilah, Hayati and Fadzillah wore their traditional costumes today. i didn't wear cuz i've returned that sari to Jessica/Christina already! haha. Reshem damn crap la! she said her traditional costume is a bikini. hahaha! i went crazy with her on the way home. hahaha! karate chop! [inside joke]
i was dress in my traditional costume too ok! as a westerner. HAHA! BIG HUGGG TO EVERYONE IN HERE! xD
Jump Jump Jump!
[What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile
when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken]
*Did it happen when we first kissed
'Cause it's hurtin me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that its no more
I should have never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us part
I didn't give it to you on purpose
Can't figure out how you stole my heart
My mind is gone
I'm spinnin round
And deep inside
My tears I'll drown
I'm losin grip
What's happenin
I strayed from love
This is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what, you'll never see me cry
How did I get here with you I'll never know
I never meant to let it get so personal
And after all I tried to do
To stay away from lovin' you
I'm broken hearted I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry*
ESTHER! chao da girl
BIBI! i know, i look damn diff in here. haha!
si ying
when i was still in my church caroling.
random photo for him.
my lovely girls!
bibi with her worm face. HAHA! i love this photo. so funny
my valentine's day lovers (:
Jack-lyn [forgot how to spell her name =S]
Joanna and Farhah.
Big Jon
church mates
Cindy the toot. (:
my baby boy (:
sayang and me
sayang, reshem and kin lai [my power twin! (:]
the 13 july babies.
Jade and i. (:
my fav girls. (:
best presents comes from best friends. one of such are their love and care for u. (:
most of the girls in my class.
candid.
silly sam kept taking candid shots. =P
sam and i. hand in hand. awww. haha! x)
i was dress in my traditional costume too ok! as a westerner. HAHA! BIG HUGGG TO EVERYONE IN HERE! xD
Jump Jump Jump!
