sometimes i wonder to myself if there's one day when i'll be very happy for him. no holding back, no whatsoever. i guess the past will always be the past. i don't know whytheheck am i doing this entry but i just feel like i need to let it out, once and for all. i've moved a hundred steps ahead and i don't wish to walk a thousand steps backwards whenever he comes to mind. i've decided to let him go.
just one last reminisce and i'll be done.
the happy times we had together. -walks in the beach. -endless conversation via SMS, MSN. -we don't take much photos but i still kept the photos of the rose, the shadow of us, ur class chalet and some photos we took together. -my block's staircase. i didn't dare to walk past there for a long long time. but its ok now, i think. -days we studied in the library. -the rings. -the torch keychain. - ur one and only letter. -those saved sweet SMSes. -those times i had to wait for u downstairs in ur condo. -the promises u made to me ; mostly not carried out but wtheck.
yup, i think these are about it. i've a feeling a missed out some stuffs but nvm. now that u're in NS, i wish u well with ur new gf. (:
