u know why i can't say yes to that question? not cuz i don't want to but i'm not ready yet. my heart is still holding back. u know that, don't u? please understand. and no, my heart is NOT yearning for the same person as the past. its just not ready. and we have been best friends. i don't wish to screw up such a wonderful friendship if something bad happen to us when we're in a special relationship together.