Thursday, February 01, 2007
[ music : what goes around - justin timberlake]
after reading ian's and kim's blog, i'm so proud of them. =) they have been through a lot but their love stays strong as always.
sometimes i made a silent wish. wish that there will be that someone who will treat me the same way as how ian treats kim. he was so proud of her for every small achievements she made. like when she learnt how to play pool, he didn't despise her when she don't know how to play. after some teaching from him and joshua, she managed to hole in 2 balls. he got very proud of her and praised her to the heavens. knowing that she is kinda spoilt, he was so proud of her when she decided to eat in a coffee shop instead of restaurants. blah blah blah. these are some general examples.
i am very satisfied with my friends for they will be there for me whenever i need them and i'm very grateful for people like them. after talking to wendy just now, i have to admit that there will always be that secret wanting to be with a special someone. oh well. i have to admit that i am mostly very happy and back to my bubbly self again but sometimes when the dark rainy days come, memories, sadness, loneliness will all come back. i guess there is no running away from such things.
but for now, i think that with my friends and no special someone is perfect for me. i feel happy.
i should stop thinking too much.
