HELLO! HELLO!

i'm home alone! wahaha!

well, not exactly, Jessica and Hazel are here with me.

and they would like to shout out a BIG HELLO to u readers. haha.

Josh is dropping by later for dinner. wheee!!

we're watching old reruns and so far, we've covered only "Cross Roads" and "Horse Whisper". Horse Whisper is REALLY NICE! i'm going to check out if there's a book about it. HMM.

Up next will be "Dumb, Dumber, Dumbest", i guess. haha. yup. OH OH! and there is also "Pearl Harbor" too! ooooh, Josh Harnett and Ben.A. haha. then i get to see the Japaneses get defeated again. heh. i used to hate the Japs cuz of all the history lessons i had in my secondary school days but i guess i'm alright with them now. can't blame the current generation of what their ancestors did in the past. The director is great to place Josh Harnett and Ben.A as the leading actors. Also, i like the leading actress. she has striking features and can carry off that Crimson Red Lipped look.

anyway, moving on..

oh, i helped my mom put up some clean curtains today and if u think that its an easy task, think again. well, at least it isn't easy with my mom "supervising" it. she just stand there. if one part of the curtain is out of place, she'll ask u to redo again. so yeah, i did it like 5 times. take off, put on. she checks for the smallest flaws. gosh, i didn't know that it is so tedious to just hang up curtains. oh well, my mom is a perfectionist, u see.

yay! tmr i'll be meeting Carolyn after school and head down to the library to borrow more books. yeah, yeah. i know i'm becoming a bookworm but hey, books are interesting and addictive. if u find the right books to suit ur interest, that is.

HMM. on friday, i'll be meeting Tomoko for lunch after school! wheee!!! haha. we're going to eat in Cafe Cartel. YUM! hahahaha!

oh, i read this novel called "Best of Friends". That book is really interesting! its about 3 women. Sally has a family which consists a husband and 2 young sons. she has advanced Breast Cancer, so she has very little time in the world. Addy has a husband and a teenage daughter. She, on the other hand, had a one night stand with an old flame of hers. Tom, her husband found out and now, their marriage is on the line. Lizzie is divorced and has 2 grown up kids. she remained very close to her ex-husband until one day he decided to get married again. ok, this is just the surface of things.

the deep part is that just when u think life is unfair to u cuz u have slight mishaps, think again. it can vary from relationship fall outs, u not happy with the way u look or maybe financial difficulties. There are many people in the world who are in a even worse situation than u are so try not to complain and learn to appreciate. [yes, that's a note to me too.] To people who have illness or disease, ur problem is so minuet. They have only a few more hours or days left to live. That, is the part that talks about Sally.

there's something else which is like stating the obvious and that is, even if u are bored with ur relationship, please, of all things, keep clear from affairs. even those short ones like one night stands. small things like that can easily demolish everything u have with ur partner. there is a saying that "what he don't know, will not hurt him" or something like that. well, how long will u be putting with hiding the truth? hah. anyway, moving on..

if u have an ex and he/she has moved on with someone else, i know it hurts. but accept the fact that he/she has moved on and be happy for that couple. nothing to say about this cuz there's nothing to it.

blink..

one week passed.

We all need a serious dose of reality. Cause we fail to realize what's going on around us.

I fell into a pit so deep, that I don't want to climb out. Go to great extents just to stay in the pit. Not listening, not taking advices. What's inside that pit? That's for me to know, for you to find out. Let's hope this pit treats me well.

blink blink..

ten minutes just passed.

My heart was filled with scars, cracks and dents. Well, at least they are all mended. That's why I'm still alive.

Little surprises in life, makes life interesting. =)

i've been kinda busy, so yeahh. today's been a busy day, cleaning up the house and all.
wahh. i finally know how it feels like being a maid cleaning up the WHOLE house. goodness gracious me. for those with mums or maids cleaning up after you, just say a simple "thank you" or something to show your appreciation.

haha.

who's to say who has the right of way?
when you've gone and faded away
is this the price you'd pay
just to have your right of way?


-yeahh. kinda random actually.
i'm kinda hooked up with making up some poems lately.
my notebook is covered with so many doodles now and short poem phases.
don't ask me why.
it's just weird.

ok. i'm kinda stuck. lost actually. what should i do?
life goes on. like it always does. eh. yeahh.