Wednesday, January 10, 2007
alright dee, here's the reply to wei ying.whoosh. here goes..u only told me the half of ur story so i guess u were expecting me to figure it out and put the remaining pieces together is it? well, here's what i think. It's like u feel like u're the most screwed up person on Earth. U want to talk things out and hopefully just make everything alright. But deep down, u know that things can never be the same cuz he doesn't love u anymore. The feeling of being lost and lonely just surge through u. then u just thought that if u didn't do this, didn't do that, none of these would have happened and u totally regret ur actions. feeling just like the dumbest person on Earth for not seeing the good blessing that was right in front of u the whole time. u know that things will never be the same as before. he will not do those sweet things he used to do in the past. Plans were just dashed because u know that they will never be carried out anymore. late night phone calls and smses with him were just things of the past. u kept checking ur hp every 5 mins, hoping he will miss u and decide to call or sms u. but he never does and u cried again. his voice and his face just slowly fades away and u just want to see him again, don't u? but u know that this will not happen cuz he might not even care what goes on in ur life. when he said u two can still be friends, u just thought that it makes no sense cuz whatever he does now will not even seem to treat u as a friend, but a stranger. yeah, if this is what u're thinking, well, girl, i feel for u. it may seem real hard for u now but things will be better as days pass. i know this is a cliche but "time heals". it really does. just depend on how u can tolerate the pain, i guess. just change ur mind set. like what a friend used to tell me, changes are constant. it only differs on whether u change for the better or for the worse. i hope this will make u grow up into a stronger lady. =) well, i'm not exactly the same as u cuz i still have michael. as in after we broke up, we still talk on the phone, sms, go out as per normal without all those couples stuffs like holding hands, etc. things were rather stained but we're still happy to be friends again. so... maybe u'll find a guy like mike one day =) don't sad le ok? cheer up! heh.okok, happy things!
this song rocks!Can’t you see?
There’s a feeling that’s come over me
Close my eyes
You’re the only one that leaves me,
Completely breathless
No need to wonder why
Sometimes a gift like this you can’t deny
Chorus:
‘Cause I wanted to fly
So you gave me your wings
And time held its breath so I could see, yeah
And you set me free
There’s a will, there’s a way
Sometimes words just can’t explain
This is real, I’m afraid
I guess this time theres just no hiding, fighting
You make me restless
You’re in my heart
The only light that shines there
In the dark
Chorus
When I was alone
You came around
When I was down
You pulled me through
And there’s nothing that
I wouldn’t do for you
Chorus
"You Set Me Free" - Michelle Branch
