haix. so many tings happened nwadaes. i cant take it anymore!!!! argh. firx. there is this tingy abt my bminton team. den conflicts btween my fwens. feeling so in between. nw my another fwen is being bullied. cant even solve my own family probs. haix. i m so useless!!! i totally hate this!!! urgh!! haix. if i haf a wish rite nw, i will wish tt all this will nt happen.


oh man. i feel so abused lo. i got a total of 10 blue blacks on my body la. haix. 5 is frm my dad. tt dae i wen hm late den he jus hit mi lo. sob.

mm. the other 2 is frm daniel thian. tt crazy boy. saw mi den smile tt stupid smile. den jus punch mi on my left arm. but tt blue black was small. the next dae he hit my right arm. but this tym it is a v. big one. and he did it for fun. siao. but if he wana beat den ok lo. i tink he got sum troubled tots too so. haix. jus let him punch lo. wen my fwens saw the blue blacks they were like v. shock. esp bi zhen and sun mei. wen bi zhen and sun mei saw the blue black, it was v. funny. bi zhen was like OH MY GOD! he did tt to u?! i m going to kill him! haha. sun mei's eyes open v.v.big wen she saw. her mouth open until v. big too. haha. v. funny.

hmm. the other one was wen i was in clss, my fwen kept making mi laugh den i knock my leg on the wooden side table. but i was still laughing lo. even harder this tym. crazy mi. haha.

erm. the last 2 r frm jonathon. he also did it for fun. he will use this knuckles to punch on my back and shoulder bones. v.pain sia. he say it is to train his punching. -.-"

haix. but nvm la. haha. cuz later got ppl help mi massage. so swang. haha. if i m nt wrong they r sun mei, jonathon, andrew, charlotte, jessica, chin hui and jess. hehe.

hmm. wat else? oh. andrew lent mi his zen mp3 for 2 daes. so happy. he has a lot of nice songs in there. copied some into my com. nw i m loaded wif a lot of songs to listen to le! will nt b bored le! haha.

jus nw i wen hm wif jade, bi zhen and cynthia. den while we were walking to the bus interchange, jade pinched mi. oh man. it was so pain lo. she pinched my muscle. my whole hand wen numb and there was like electric shock going throu my hand. stupid tears jus came out. wa lao. so embarrassing lo. but luckily oni jade saw.

okies. i duno wat else to rite le. i wish all my bminton teammates well. jia u for the trgs bah. i hope we will a better tml. muacks! love u guys!!